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Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ยป 3/11/2009
I have brought my self to a place where i should not be .
a place where i know i would be lost & confuse .
i have done mistake again & again .
why cant i just have the great mind to jus think what i need in life ?
Should i think for now or the future ? im thinking for the future !
i have told you times & times .
But at this very point of time i feel your all i have !
but You told me off & i think its not what i want .
I can't seem to let it go as it is ;(
& at the other side of my fickle mind im wondering is your " LOVE" true ?
You don't seem as if it is ?
why am i bringin my self to the start when i first flt in love with you ?
is it the very same as that time . your pissed , arn't you ?
I have let it down . i have let everyone down . I can't find where im suppose to be .
i think i know the ans . egoism ? yes its stoping me !
Help me !