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Monday, March 30, 2009 ยป 3/30/2009
I'm back from the funeral ,
& there is alot of sleep i have got to get !
trust me seeing love ones going is really hard !
i think i should let this thing rest & not get mixed up or stress .
all i can say for now is rest in peace . your always loved bro (;
& coming to the other part sadly to say ,
i think i have give up ! your not worth my sleepless night & my tears .
seeing that i have got myself much more closer to you might sound dumb .
but thankfully i have come to know what sort of person you are & have been
im gonna move as much as i can even knowing that its hard for me !
you have something in mind which does ot seem right , & its disturbing me .
honestly i never thought i would get myself closer to you !
despit all the things i have told myself about you !
i even told myself many times people change ! but did you ?
i think i should hit myself real hard !
full stop !
im gonna end it here (;