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Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ยป 3/17/2009
There is something i kinda learn today , That its not the end to everything
no matter what happen we should never give up ! i kinda also got this thing into my gals head .
of cos why all the suffering & the "not being ourself" mask ? going tru all this things i swear i would rather be in a room with nothing in it but just a window which i could see the outside "world" and not wish i could be in that outside world . do you get it ? whatever im going tru now its seriously not worth it ! i had been tru there same shit but why am i bring myself back to it ?
i think i can have a better life indeed . all my tears & my patience has gone to waste .
at the very first time , i think i was just in mature thinking everything would go fine & it would rather be fun . as time goes by im regret for my past thoughts . isit what i want ? i asked myself & i got hit real hard ! all i said was im repeating my mistakes over & over again i should take think step by step . why rush ? its just where danger is . i think i have learn my mistake its time to change ! now most of you assholes might me laughing & tell vanessa will never change , its just talk but no action 1 all i can say is fuck off !
& for you i have been calling you loads of time but you keep ignoring me .
so be it i had enough if there is ever a time please do come back *eveil laugh*
im waiting ;p
anw i love my gals alot alot alot (;