Lately i have been feeling so lost & down !
I have been emotionally depress by some stuff around me .
I have been trying to catch up with some stuff lately but i' am failing to do it !
I have not been attending school & have been giving excuse after excuse to avoid stuff which will actually make me think of you !
I have brought myself all the way to a spot which i never wanted to be .
I have dreams , i don't want to just build castles .
its hard to cope with alot of things in my mind , its not as if i have got no one to talk to but it's hard to say what i need to say in a way to make anybody understand !
Trust me talking is easy but when it comes to action it is hard . VERY HARD !
& when it comes to you . You have been hurting me alot ! & it can't be bare .
I BEG YOU PLEASE STOP IT !
The pain is sharp .

I can't type any longer till another day .

Labels: but it's real, This love is difficult