Today was such a boomsday .
i hardly slpt the whole night due to some things ! & im' effin slpy that i cant even move . all that i was hearing was people shouting at me ! how was it my fault blame the guy ! he is the reason for my doing or what i did . i have explain to you for about 41588160001 times but it never seem to get into your head ! i thought explaining & making time to even explain will make you understand but it does nt seem like it ! for once can you guys be abit more optimistic about whatever the fuck you all are doing & be mature ! i cant be also going tru all this shit every single day & talking to everybody about this . i can't be brking down every single moment ! one fine day i might just drown in my own tears . hahaks joke ?! anw dunt you think somebody will just have to give in , then why dunt you ? one last thing i wan you to know that your not at wrong . i just feel bad for you cause your going to tru shit for my doing ! im really sorry . its just that i cant seem to set my mind on something . im effin, confuse ! but your action can be abit of a pain at time . im seriously enduring every shit ! all you do is show me face ? and talk as if im seriously at wrong ! wait , maybe iam but you know the full reason right then what is your prob ? why cant you just say something ? anw im sorry to say this but i think i might just give up . & babes i still do love you !


anw todays school was sucky , teachers was sucky , assigments was sucky everything was just sucky ! it s was the worst day of my life ! maybe not life but just the worst day . im' starting to hate school ! why must we go school ? haiz ..

i think iam off to an early sleep . good night souls (;

P.S- somebody save me !