God ! my internet is being a such a bitch, anw i just woke up.filled my stomach & got ready for for other stuffs . but its still early before i do anything so i thought i could just burn a lil time by blogging.about yesterday,it was abit cocky, though its back to normal i did something which i did not wanted to do infront of him, CRY ! but tears could not hang on for long that it actually burst.But even that everything is back to normal i just sense something is not good.im just trying to convince myself that im assuming things & whatever that im seeing & thinking is not true . its the only way out to not get hurt.but to look in to such situaton why would some actually keep thier ex pic in thier hp, whether thier using that phone for thier daily use or whether its just a spare phone .& much more classic will be by creating a folder specailly for the pix . errg.. faustrated cause i never did see it there but like i said im convincing myself that it has been there ever since i have been with him .but im serioiusly trying my best not to make an issue or put much thought on it. cause i have been in such situatuion that it was hard & it takes time.as for me all i can do is try to make things better & bring him out of such situation & lead an happy life here cause in the end its only going to hurt us both.i'm going to endure as much as i can or should to make him move on & i promise ill be a better person.
but babes you have to make up your mind you can't cheat yourself by doing such thing its just hurting the both of us. honestly be in my shoes if you had seen such thing how would it have been ? disturbing & very hurting .you got to set your heart for one . just please dunt hurt me anymore . trust me it pains like a knife cutting tru . i love you boo (;